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tonight is one of those nights, those night where i fear about my life,  my problems. i suddenly feel down,  i couldn't stop my emotions,  tired.  don't even saying "i feel you" unless,  we have the same chaos,  the same problems, the same mess, the same life. 

i've always been too scared of the reality  sometimes reality is a mess sometimes it's happiness always want something that i can't have call me selfish  always fail call me foolest but that's my reality  i'm being haunted by memories by the feelings by the people i can't handle it they can breaks me  i'm not strong enough  ..and where's the happiness? when thinking  and dreaming everything will be okay, soon. s o o n