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THIS IS ME

letting go of all the things i can't control, 
of all the decisions.

letting go of all the things I can’t change, 
of all the moments I’ve wanted nothing more than to be able to fix.

letting go of all the fear I’ve created.


deciding things will be okay – somehow, someway.
deciding it’s time to just be, to let things go as planned,
to accept what is and trust in what will be.









This is me letting go. For good.
                                         (i hope so)

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